the age i lost my virginity, 43

Dyed my hair today, natural colour, which is pretty much almost black so i look like part of my chemical romance- JOY JOY. Anyway, cousins wedding soon so my dress got altered, but still needs altering. I'm pretty excited, weddings are fun (well the party after) and they've saved for about 5 years so it's going to be HUGE, beats me...why spend so much on getting married? well i wouldn't know seeing as i'm not even near to getting married but still D: doesn't it lose meaning if it's all about the materialistic stuff, good thing though, they get presents too, so i guess they get some of the money back. I'm so sleepy, i'm off...I HAVE ZILCH TOOO SAAAAY