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The wedding was so good, it was dead romantic. them two actually will last (: they have been together since T was 13 and chris was about 18, :) its sweet! we got into the church and chris was standing there as white as a ghost, and then me and james were mucking around and taking the mic out of the choir kids LOOL and believe me they were funny! and the organ player looked exactly like my brother which made it funnier. T came in and she looked damn right beautiful :) and then the service kicked off, the whole way through james kept making me laugh and it was so cringey as i didnt want to laugh when they were doing vows.

Then that was over, went to the afterparty IT WAS SO POSH waiters waiting on you and getting you whatever you want and blah!, so me and james went to explore the 'grounds' and he made me jump over all the barbed wire fences in a dress which was slightly interesting, and then after that we found all these odd statues in trees and ah it was so posh, then for the rest of that he just gave me piggybacks and was running me around the grass because it scares me big time :L to end off the night there was over 2000 pounds worth of fireworks which was insane (: but my cousin chris makes them as well, so it couldve cost a lot more :D it was amazing and yes! I think them two are going to last forever, theyve been through so much lalalala

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i got sent this, and i thought it was beautiful (:
the girl lyrics etc.

I wish I could do better by you,

Cause its what you deserve.

You sacrifice so much of your life,

In order for this to work.

While I'm off chasing my own dreams,

Sailing around the world,

Please know that I'm yours to keep,

My beautiful girl.

When you cry a piece of my heart dies,

Knowing that I may have been the cause,

If you were to leave,

fulfil someone else's dreams,

I think I might totally be lost.

You don't ask for no diamond rings,

No delicate string of pearls,

That's why I wrote this song to sing,

My beautiful girl.

my hero cries.

I'm oh so bored, i feel so ill, i have flu D: i was fine i thought all week, but it turns out the reason i've been so tired blah blah. so my mums been giving me flu pills, even though she dragged me to tesco earlier :L just typical it's before the holiday :'( so i'm going to spend the week in bed! BUT i have the wedding tomorrow,so ahhh! i don't know :( i feel like crying in pain EMOOO

JWBSHDB

i'm watching the news, i think it's about the taliban or something, it's awful. A man had just died along with many others, leaving his family behind- including a 15 month old son. I guess he died a hero, but he didn't? i can't explain myself, yeah they are heroes and extremely brave for even going on the front line, cause i know i wouldn't. But is fighting a really good way of making 'peace'?! it's always confused me, and it'll never be answered because well yeah! it just never will, emoness over.

On the good side of the news, scientists believe they have created sperm! WAHEY, so for all you men who can't have children can now maybe in the future, woop? but well, not quite yet :D

Anyway, yeah was really okay today, got to have an induction at millais gym- i suck so bad at using the bike thing, i was too short! and even the new pe woman said i was short, but shes shorter than me so she's a midget...and she knows my name?! weird. and yeah, nothing fantastic happened, had my last art lesson ever :D which is actually sad in some ways.

everday offers something new.

AHAH, i have optimism OOZING out me like a bitch. :) what can i say i'm happy! REALLY REALLY HAPPY! can't wait until new school term now, new start. My mum stuck my policetick' on my wall, because i stick everything on there, well before i did and it was covered, but it all had to go in a huge wine crate because we painted the house because we were selling up...but now we're not and it's effort to stick it all back up so gradually i'm building up a new collection :D wow, story of my life babes.

Tidied my little box room, i like to-do lists! they give me something to work for and plan, and the feeling when it's done IS SO NICE, i think i need to do more of these to-do's and find more along the way, saves me tapping at the laptop all day i guess :)

Right now i'm listening to metallica and i actually LOVE them, they're so beautiful and sometimes i get the weird arm hair raising, chilling music 'tis, ramble over.

As you can see i have no purpose to writing! :D BYEEEE

Obviously not possibly;

I wish the rain would stay a bit more, y'know...because this is the last sports day ever i have to partake in, so...LET IT RAIN PLEASE. The clouds look pretty hefty. My birthday soon :) I get my present like a month early (; LUCKY ME AYE! going down to punktured next week or the after to get superior f' done-smiley. well excited :) todays been so boring. IM BORED. MOAN.

emofag

i dont know why, but i feel lonely, and unloved? LOL
yes i'm a huge attention seeker...nah but seriously i feel like im still searching for something but don't know what and these amazing visions i once had are in the sea, thats fate for you! never stays how you want it to